#1247

The worst part of being strong

is that no one ever asks

if you are okay

And in the end

all I learned

was how

to be strong

alone

Level up

Pernah tak satu ketika kau rasa kau berada dalam "comfort zone" terlalu lama sampaikan perasaan selesa kau tu jadi perasaan yang pelik dan kau mula terfikir "I've been this comfortable for too long until I'm no longer feel comfortable." Haa..gitu.

Entah lah, aku pun tak tahu macam mana nak terangkan secara terperinci perasaan tu. Tapi macam tu la aku rasa sekarang ni. Aku ada dalam "comfort zone" lama sangat sampaikan aku tak rasa nak keluar dari zon tu. Haaa..bila timbul rasa macam tu maknanya kita kena "level up" la.

Bukan bila main game je kita kena level up, dalam hidup kita pun perlu untuk kita level up. Kalau main pubg tu, bermatian-matian kita main sebab nak level up kepada Ace..haa macam tu la hidup kita.

I need to level up my game. That's the only solution.

Sebab aku rasa hidup ni kita kena selalu "level up". Tak kisah la aspek mana, asalkan ada kemajuan dari diri kita. Asalkan kita ada "improvement" yang bermanfaat untuk diri kita dan orang sekeliling kita.

So, let's level up!

#1702

"Do you think we'd be friends if we weren't, like, stuck together in the same town? Like we were stuck together in Girl Scouts? Like....uh...is this just....what's the word?"

"Proximity?"

"Yeah!"

"I don't know. I honestly don't. My entire life feels like running after something that keeps moving away into the distance, while I stay in the same place....and I guess proximity counts for a lot right now."

#1256

"What happened?"

"I'm terrifying"

"But why? Now is happy moment. I can see you are happy"

"That's the thing. I'm happy and it's terrifying"

"I don't understand"

"My happiness never last. It always got snatch away in the middle of it"

#1202

I'm trying. I am.
But I'll admit,
It's getting harder to live with so much heartbreak.
And there are days,
I just don't believe in love.
I tell myself to keep my heart open
that in the end, I was wrong about it.
Every relationship teaches us hard lessons, right?
That's their gift,
to make us ready for the day
when someone, maybe the one,
walks in
who could truly love us
and we could truly love them.

#1159

Kalau kau boleh pilih, kau akan pilih yang mana?
Warna ke hitam putih?
Kalau tak diberi peluang untuk pilih, akur sajalah. Senyum.

I changed my direction slightly opposite. Macam-macam reaksi aku dapat. Ada yang tumpang gembira, ada yang sebaliknya. Well, I don't blame them for not being with me along the hundred days back. Yet, they complained, when they misunderstood the actual concept; dengan letak dosa atas hukum manusia. The definition of me still depends on your assumptions.

Dan bertanya pasal benda yang paling aku menyesal pernah aku buat? Open up to people.
You opened up too much to people and people still being judgemental. F that shit.

And I'm learning again.
Be good to your God, be good to your parents.
That's all.
Others don't matter.

#502

If I were you,
I wouldn't love me either

#402

We have things in common.

Luar keras; dalam hancur.