#070120

Kerana aku pernah dipukul keras oleh kenyataan
bahawa mimpi-mimpi aku tidak terjemput pada waktu yang aku inginkan.
Maka semestinya aku harus mengerti bagaimana rasa sakitnya
dan bagaimana harus menerimanya.

Farewell, 2019.

I'm thinking not to write any resolution for this year. I might have some but I will let things go with  the flow.

I'm here writing to accept some bad things happened last year.
Maybe I was heartbroken.
Maybe I failed someone's expectation towards me.
Tried my best to no avail.
Lost someone.
Made some bad decisions.
Said things I didn't mean.
Some weren't within my control.
Some things I can learn from.
Well...that's okay.

I'm accepting them.
It means I can move on and begin new year with a new slate.
I don't want to carry this weight with me into this year and blame myself forever for mistakes everyone makes.
I don't deserve this.
I'm only human.
I will focus more on good things that happen because they're easy to overlook.
I think I did better than I think.
Met new people and overcame few challenges.
And I think I'm of myself.

Farewell, 2019.