You can find love accidentally. You will never know that you are gonna love someone that you were dislike before. That’s how love works.
“All the Bright Places” book taught me that love can be found in the oddest way and we can find love in almost everything. You can even fall in love with a freak person and a freak person deserves to be in love. There’s no boundaries. Even when you are in numb, love can make you feel again.
I think when you love somebody, you should never be selfish. You should never be hurting alone. Because when you do, your beloved ones will be hurting more. And even it is painful more than anything, you should never take your own life. It’s a selfish act. Your beloved ones will be suffering for the rest of their life. Unfair isn’t it?
So, when you decided to love, don’t be selfish, even if you are freak.